what are beginnings anyway?
This is the beginning. Beginnings are both scary, and invigorating. Some are risky, while others are safe. this beginning, is all of the above. I told a psychologist once she asked me to look at the chart of emotions and pick one, my response to her was all of them.
This was in elementary school, my mother had gotten remarried, then we moved into a new house, in a new district, and my mom was diagnosed with cancer.
I knew I was different than everyone else, because well, they were rich, and while we were not poor by any means, we most certainly were not rich.
Comparing that beginning to this beginning is somewhat crazy. However, it is the start of something.
Let this be called a mind dump. A place where you can actually get into my bundle of firing neurons in a place where, I hope it makes some sense to you. But this is also a fair warning, I am a human, and humans are not perfect.
